Move on March

Okay, so I had another week of not logging in and blogging. I don't know why I find it more difficult to log on when I spend most of my free time on the internet surfing or hanging out in the forums.
Today I'm counting the days until vacation starts. I have a laundry list of things that need to be completed before we leave. I am sitting at my desk counting down the 2 and half days left before we can leave. The crazy thing is we arn't going any where special. Okay is not that its not special but it not a far off vacation. We are driving across the border for a long weekend. I am concerned that dh is coming down with something and will end of sick the entire time we are gone.
I made reservations at a hot stone grill and fondue bar for our first night. I am trying to make it a special weekend for dh, because just one week after we come back I will start BCP again. If things continue to go as planned I should start BCP on 4/8/08, which would mean stims should start around 5/1/08.

Heres another complication for this cycle. We have friends coming into town 5/8 -5/10 with their parents from Romania and staying at the house. It will be crazy if that turns out to be the time I am having my ER and ET. I can't imagine having guests while I am the crampest person in the world or having to be on bed rest while they are here.

Other plans for the year. Mom has decided to come and visit possibly bringing the entire clan with her for the 4th of July. It would be so amazing if we could be celebrating the coming of a little one.

Work in going okay, I made my 50 goal for this semester, but I have a lot more work to do to make this one a great semester. I hope that taking a few days off will help me come back with more energy to get things done. I spent to much time at the beginning of the semester feeling sorry for myself. I hate the why me days. Speaking about the why me days, yesterday one of my co-workers brought her newborn in with her. He is one month old and so cute you could eat him up. Its so hard to be happy for others when your not sure if you will ever have your turn.

I still haven't spent much time on the forums, I read the posts but don't post as much as I was. It's so hard to wait your turn.