I'm really bad at this

I did much better with my little bed side journal. I can't seem to come up with anything I find interesting to post on a daily basis.

Vacation plans - we decided to go to Niagara on the Lake for a mini vacation. I can't wait 4 whole days of wine and relaxation. We are staying at a wonderful inn and taking a wine tour at our favorite winery. Our little get away is just 17 days away and I can't wait. I am looking forward to cozy nights by the fireplace with my wonderful DH. Its exactly what I need to get my mind around the IVF process again.

I spoke to the RE last week and got my BCP for the next round, but I can't find motivation yet to particiapate in the IF forum. I read the posts, and try to make comments and encourage others, but my selfish side gets a little upset everytime I see someone else with a BFP. I am still having those why me days. They are lasting shorter amounts of time but I want to know when my time will come.

Work - We are halfway through another recruiting period and my potential students are driving my a little crazy. I have had some great interviews but not much is coming from these appts. I am really worried about making my goal this semester. I had two new interviews today and neither one was ready to sign up ugh! I have two from last week which are falling through the cracks and I need to get them firmed back up.

Home - DH is wonderful. He is trying daily to keep me cheered up and focused on other things. He has wanted to go shopping every weekend for the last couple weeks, talk about out of the ordinary. He did buy me a new ipod, which i have full blast now while I'm on my lunch at my desk. I really need to start using it to work out and see if I can't drop a few more pounds before May.